2006
Jan 
31

Tonight I Get To Kiss My Girl

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 08:40  

My buddy Wil wrote a great entry today that echoed so much of what I’ve felt on and off in the last couple years…


Still Alive
Originally uploaded by Violator3.


Aware of the reasons I have felt unhappy, I decided to spend some time thinking about what makes me happy. What makes me feel good about myself? What do I look forward to, everyday? It should come as no surprise to anyone (myself included) that the answer is my family. The very people I’ve been so withdrawn from while I’ve felt like shit about myself for things that are totally out of my control. It’s put me on this downward spiral of idiotic self-loathing and self-pity, where I’ve asked myself on an almost-daily basis, “Why am I doing any of this? What’s the point in even trying?”

Read the rest of it here.

When I think about how much negativity I’ve allowed to poison my life in the last half-decade or so, and compare it to the awesome family I have, the amazing friends all over the world, and especially the truly wonderful girlfriend that’s come to mean so much to me in such a short period of time… wow. It’s not even close. My life rocks. I love you guys.

2006
Jan 
30

Happy Year of the Dog!

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 08:35  

This snake would like to say Kung Hei Fat Choi to all my bitches out there…


2006
Jan 
26

Link Dump 04

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 15:22  


You have no idea what I went through clearing out all these old links I threw into a temp bookmark folder to post later… you’d think it’d be easier to copy them into a blogger post, but of course my Firefox bookmarks track all this metadata (date bookmarked, last visit, etc.) that I didn’t want cluttering up my blogpost.

Geek that I am, I ended up writing an excel macro that extracted the page title and URL, and then inserted them into a standard HREF link. Problem solved, but man, for something so seemingly simple, what a PITA!

Anyway, I’m all caught up to date now (I even had to delete a few links to interesting Christmas albums!), but stare at that picture for a few minutes and you’ll know how I feel…

Treehugger
Put your Mac to sleep by sending a text message
CoverBuddy
O’Reilly: What Is Screencasting
Star Wreck: In the Pirkinning: Introduction
Wink
The Great Canadian Mileage Run 2005
Eek a mouse inna trad style
9rules — Who said work had to be boring?
Free Fonts – 6500 Free TTF Fonts (A)
iTunes Signature Maker
Big Mouth Girl – GirlCanCreate
Derision 2006: Frosty the Election
MBA ROI
Genuine Curiosity
Cute Overload! ;)
Dagmar’s Hotpants Incorporated – mp3 mix
Safety Pin Stuck In My Head – mp3 mix
Public Domain Movie Torrents with PDA versions
The Big List of RPG Plots
5 Best Freeware Games of 2005
Microsoft Voice Command for Pocket PC
Cloud Factory Mixes – CHILLITS 2005
Pipe Dream Bed
Create Your Own Dan Brown Novel
Rockster
Garfield Randomizer
Center of the Milky Way Galaxy
Chuck Norris Facts
Reusable NASA Images
Just Budget
SNL – The Chronic of Narnia Rap
The Death Psychic
The Well Fed Network – The 2005 Food Blog Award Winners!
Paper Palate – Bon Appétit’s Top Trends of 2005
Album Art Finder!
Sushi Eating HOWTO
Presentation Zen: Where to get quotations for presentations?
planiglobe – online map creation
Let the Good Times Roll by Guy Kawasaki: How to Get a Standing Ovation
Paul’s Boutique Samples and References List

Link Dump 03

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 13:56  
2006
Jan 
23

I am NOT A Party

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 08:51  


Did you know that by law you get 3 hours off work to vote today? Well, if you live in Canada that is…

One day I think I would love to form a “NOTA Party” (None Of The Above Party). Total Rhinoceros stuff, I love it. Actually, the Rhino’s would be a blast to start up again! Just have some fun while giving people that can’t stomach voting for any of the “real” parties a way to register their discontent (since appearantly it’s illegal to write in “None of the above” on your ballot).

In the meantime, until you can vote for me, vote for somebody else! (Now there’s a catchy slogan)

Great United British Republic Island Kingdom… Ville?

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 08:25  

I’ve been wondering about this my whole life… Big thanks to Joey for pointing me to this guy who finally straightened out the whole British Isles vs United Kingdom vs Great Britain thing for me.

2006
Jan 
17

Whatever decisions you make… make them for the right reason

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 14:14  

Considering they have a representative in every riding in Canada, it’s nice that the Greens are finally being considered in one of these issue surveys:
Globe and Mail Voter Toolkit: Voter Analyzer

As I’ve said before, I’ll most likely be voting Green this election, as much for what I see as a lack of alternatives that I can ethically, morally, and rationally justify supporting… as a general agreement of the Green’s stated policies. But that’s my call, you have to make your own decision.

All I ask is that you actually make one. Don’t just do what you think you’re supposed to do. Don’t do what your parents or friends or co-workers did or do (or don’t do for that matter). Don’t hide behind semantics or marketing strategies… don’t just believe what you hear on TV (or the internet!).

So you identify yourself as a “small-L” liberal. Left wing. Does that mean that you automatically have to support the “capital-L” Liberal Party? Does a true, honest, “small-C” conservative have to vote CONSERVATIVE? Or Republican? Does the representative you are voting on ACT (not TALK) the way you would want someone to represent your beliefs? Does their party? I know a lot of good ol’ Alberta rednecks like me that think Cretien’s Liberals were one of the most “small-C” conservative governments Canada has ever had!

I gotta say, I think the biggest disappointment of this campaign has got to be the NDP. They had a perfect opportunity to finally position themselves as a viable national party. They should have been right there to jump on all those disaffected Liberal supporters that felt they could no longer support Martin’s group. There’s a ton of voters out there who will NEVER vote for a “Conservative” party, and will do anything to try and defeat one, even if it means voting for a party they might feel (or could be convinced) let them down. The NDP should have gone HARD on a campaign for being the true “small-L” liberal party and absolutely gutted the Libs. As it stands now, the lefties are in the same situation that the right-wingers were a few years ago. Two parties splitting the “liberal/anti-conservative” vote.

Take a look at where all the Conservative gains have come from. Now just imagine if the Cons stayed flat, and all those Liberal defectors went NDP. Suddenly momentum changes, and all those people looking for an “anyone but the Conservatives” option jump on the NDP bandwagon. Out of nowhere they become a real force in Canadian politics, and maybe are finally given the chance to prove that they aren’t just a bunch of crazy mouthpieces and hippie tree-huggers. Paul Martin would become Joe Clark, and a left-leaning, socially progressive government would continue to run the country.

How they would run it, and how effective they would be… that’s for someone else to debate. I’m making no judgement calls here, just noticing an interesting trend. You know where I stand. Now where do you?

Top 10 Wackiest Conspiracy Theories
“Hindsight” Commencemement Speech by Guy Kawasaki
Extratasty – Drink Recipies and bartending community
Windows Media Components for Quicktime
Google Web Site Optimizer for Mobile Devices

2006
Jan 
13

Pop The Hood, Let’s See What She’s Made Of

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 05:42  


Tried to catch Body Worlds 2 over the weekend… completely sold out. Which of course just makes me want to see it even more.

In case you haven’t heard, yes, they’re real. The bodies. Actual, human, formerly living, now plasticized, corpses. And parts. Organs. All that good stuff.

Seeing something like this is such a unique, incredible opportunity, that I simply can’t NOT take advantage of it. I’m frightened, disturbed, more than a little bit freaked out… and knowing that there is something left in this world that can still provide me such a viceral reaction draws me like nothing else.

I HOPE that it is more than simple morbid curiosity… I’m fairly certain it is. I’ve never been the type to slow down and stare at car wrecks (actually I get quite offended at the rubbernecking jackasses that do). This is an area of knowledge that I am so woefully uneducated in, and I do firmly believe in the classic maxim: “Knowledge is power.”

If I had the chance to look inside a star, or an engine, or any other mechanism outside my current level of knowledge, I would gladly take it. I am really looking forward to discovering more about the inner design of my own machinery. I’ll be sure to post my thoughts here afterwards.

Overheard at Western
Online Rights Canada
Anonymity on a Disk
Just In Tokyo: Travel Guide
10 Things to do for free in Tokyo

2006
Jan 
11

Happy 111th – *WHAM* "OW!!"… Happy 112th…

Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike Lawton @ 14:12  

AHHH!!!

Holy CRAP!

2006? oh yeah, woah, cool, all right, no prob.

the 11th? SHIT! I turn 0011001000111000 tomorrow. wow. I’m either way too old or way too young.

(I am such a geek. You love it.)

Wouldn’t it be kind of cool to age yourself according to major life changes or other significant moments? Then aging would probably be seen a fair bit more positive. By some people at least. Like, maybe I should count how many times I’ve nearly died… on one hand I’d be very very old compared to many people, but it’s a number I’d be proud of! How about places I’ve lived, or seen, or jobs I’ve had, names I’ve used, hair colours, video games I’ve beaten, trophies I’ve won, people I’ve loved…

Did I mention I’m starting off 2006 being madly in love with an amazing woman? I think she kinda digs me too!

Did I mention we’re gonna hike the West Coast Trail this summer. AND she’s crazy hot. AND she makes more money than me. THAT’S how awesome my girlfriend is.

Hey, if you’re not doing anything this Friday, come on down to C’est What on Front street in Toronto. I’ll be there with a few friends and pint of Chocolate Ale. You heard me. or read me. you know what I mean. shut up.